Im 14 5’6 and I weigh 125 pounds. My idols are Miley Cyrus and Taylor Swift. They have perfect bodies! Last night I had a friend spend the night (she’s sleeping right now) and we were walking around my room both wearing short short pajama shorts, and I was like "My Legs are so fat!!!" then she said "Yeah, but mine are fatter!" Then when we were talking in the dark she was like "Your face looks really puffy!" Then she started giggling. I said "Same to you!" and we both just laughed. But, Like after she fell asleep I started looking in my mirror realizing how much I hate my body and just how fat I am. I’m friends with almost everyone in my grade and lower grades. (Im an 8th grader my mom kept me home a year cause I was shy). But, the most popular and prettiest girl in our school is really skinny! I want to be her! She has the perfect body!!! Today I looked at my school lunch Menu and we have Fruit, Juice, and Veggies (well a choice of them on the side) everyday. The days we dont I just plan on eating half of the sub, hamburger, chicken stripes, etc. I just really wanna loose weight before we go onto the big field trip this April. I just wanna be really pretty, and Have a really nice body. But, the thing is I have read about the side effects and I don’t want to have kidney stones, hair loss, etc. But, Im starting not to care! What can I do to fix this?!?! Also today All I had to eat for breakfast was a Table Spoon of Lemon Jello Juice, 1/4 a palm of peanuts, and 3 blueberries. The rest of the day I plan on eating 5 Blueberries, and 2 table spoons of Lemon Jello Juice.
